FUCK!

Damn you other girls. Taking away my boys-to-be-girls from zappy. *hisses at them* You're gonna be the clothes.

Just venting over the trend of those I care about getting peer-pressured/emerging/etc into hetero relationships which are not right to the girls involved because they want a man in the relationship and you are not a man. Don't con them. You're gonna both wind up locked into an unhappy life of lying to each other and you'll likely divorce. I know a certain expatriate who is the key example of this. All that shit about "if I'm just with her I'll work all this out" is a LOAD OF FUCKING CRAP!!! Quit lying. Don't you dare.

For many reasons I will never be in a relationship with a man which is much beyond friends. Or a girl. On the very extreme chance someone will take me on my terms, as fucked up, domineering, submissive, unorthodox and contradictory as I can be even then, I'm never gonna have kids. I'm okay with that. I'm a weirdo.

But to all those people out there. Don't try to pass yourself off as normal just to get a girl. If you want one that bad, I'm gonna fucking make you into one for the rest of your days. Be as fucked up and crazy/beautiful as you truly are in the world and love it. Fuck acceptance to the establishment. The establishment should submit to you and obey you, then you should beat it within in an inch of its life and then turn it into a potted plant.

This is kinda verging into other themes but I just wanted to get out my irritation at this trend in people I know. I understand that the situation is intricate for many but it really pisses me off when it happens over and over again. Just so you all know, not directed at any one in particular but it was something that was stewing for a while and it came to a boil.

*Killer to caring loli shift* I love you all!

Lousy Day - Or is it?

Although ultimately I feel pretty good *rasberry to the forces involved*
Car is back but things are loose so we need to take it back for a look-see. And we're not getting mail from a mail carrier anymore. A dog 'disturbed' and 'unsettled' her. We need to go pick it up every day from the routing location a mile away. At least this means I have a lot more control over what happens to the mail that comes to us if I pick it up for my parents. Definite positive. A lot more annoying but at least it means I'll be able to get out of the house a lot more for a little while. We'll see. Maybe they'll just put someone who isn't quite as lousy on the route (she's always been causing trouble about not liking the route and wanting to quit all sorts of other shit).