Dark Side...

[major_kerina]

I've always liked the darker tf ideas along with the whole "helping out" because deep down, I think it's the whole, watching someone become something cute which I always enjoyed even when I was more a species change person....like making mice out of people...The Witches by Roald Dahl. That sort of thing. The idea of change of any sort really has been a motif of my life. What should be fantastical but for me I will force the universe to make real, is what I live off of. The gender change is especially strong because it has the benefit of revealing so much about human existence. One side to the other. And beyond, a form which is feeling distilled like anime. A new species. The anime being. Not quite human. But incredibly human. Over-human. Emotion distilled, form distilled into the most honestly human shape. Birthed of the imagination. Pieces of pure humanity. Art. Life. Love. Existence. But yeah the dark side is quite enjoyable. Being the "Mistress" of Power, the Queen, the grinning dark lady of power who gets to move around the so-called "heros" like pawns. But without their fatal flaws. To be that perfect queen of power, it's such a rush. Fun as heck. And also a release. It makes you think "how do I define myself?" and from there "you" has no limit. It is unfiltered by imagination. The mind can hold and explore any situation and come to understand it more fully and colorfully. Kinda late so just a few thoughts as they occur to me. ^_^ Take care

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